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February 24, 2021February 24, 2021 julielelder

Trauma: zero, Me: A gazillion.

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December 16, 2020December 16, 2020 julielelder

Come Anxiety or High Water

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December 3, 2020December 3, 2020 julielelder

Let the RAIN Begin

November 19, 2020 julielelder

Poeming: Our Ability to Love

October 21, 2020 julielelder

Beside Myself: The art of dissociation Part 2

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October 8, 2020October 8, 2020 julielelder

Ch-ch-changes Part 2

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September 23, 2020September 23, 2020 julielelder

Confessions of a Good Christian Girl

March 8, 2019March 8, 2019 julielelder

Why I’m a Bad Christian

August 13, 2018August 13, 2018 julielelder

Dancing with disappointment.

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change is bad I'll always be the same I'll always feel this way I'm ALL bad if I fail once I'm at the mercy of others I'm defective because I'm different I'm Less-Than I'm stupid I'm too broken I'm too broken to be loved I'm too needy I'm unlovable I'm weak if I can't fix it I'm who others say I am I'm worthless when I'm weak I am Invisible I can't help myself anyway I can make others happy I don't deserve my own kindness I don't deserve respect and love I have to be perfect i should be psychic I should have known i should just be quiet i should only look happy it's selfish to love myself my voice doesn't matter my weight is my worth others' words mean more others should always come first

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change is bad I'll always be the same I'll always feel this way I'm ALL bad if I fail once I'm at the mercy of others I'm defective because I'm different I'm Less-Than I'm stupid I'm too broken I'm too broken to be loved I'm too needy I'm unlovable I'm weak if I can't fix it I'm who others say I am I'm worthless when I'm weak I am Invisible I can't help myself anyway I can make others happy I don't deserve my own kindness I don't deserve respect and love I have to be perfect i should be psychic I should have known i should just be quiet i should only look happy it's selfish to love myself my voice doesn't matter my weight is my worth others' words mean more others should always come first
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